Wednesday, July 7, 2010


Why is it that at times I feel so depressed, down and disappointed? Its the gloomy weather, I guess. Or is it? There are times when the sun is shining with all its might, yet I'm feeling blue. Is it the hot weather? I guess not.

Then what is it that at times make me feel so small, so unwanted? At those times I feel I have not done justice with the people around me. I could never become the daughter my parents wanted or the elder sister that I should have been to my sibling. I failed to love the person I love. Have I done any good to my friends? I dont think so too...

I feel like venting out my bottled up feelings. They make me feel so nasty and crappy.

I wanna shout out and cry... But I am strong.. Or am I?